Thursday, June 30, 2016

Fate vs Blind Persistance

Putting on plays and making art is a great burden.

So much effort for such a short amount of time.

And the tangibility
Is so ephemeral.

Someone dropped out of a controversial show.  I was determined to go on and do it as a monologue.

But I realized that a person is never so alone when he/she refuses to ask for help.

I asked and the show is better.

But I'm still terrified of rejection.

And hard work that won't go anywhere.

But so what?

It makes me happier than I'd like to admit!